I can't. This is so frustrating being unable to write anything, I feel all this emotion and it just stays in. I feel like I am going to explode with everything I hold in. I just want to find the words that make sense, that make it beautiful, that make me feel something outside of my current life. I want someone to tell me they know what I am feeling. I feel so full of words but empty at the same time. I just don't know, I just want to write something that speaks to another person's soul. And as cliche as that may sound, that has always been my intentions. Someone once read some of the darkest things that I have written and it made them cry. I was glad that it made them cry as bad as that sounds, but that is because my words were able to reach out to another person and put them into the frame of mind I was in when I wrote them.